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[22 Dec 2005|01:20am] |
what the fuck ever.
I'm seriously ready for college.
because wherever I go, it won't be high school anymore.
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[23 Oct 2005|08:34pm] |
it may be trite
but I can't always
always be wrong
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[09 Oct 2005|08:50pm] |
Caitlin's birthday.
I love her so much.
Kayla won!
that was so fucking cute.
we all cried.
Tudor's!
brooke and caitlin <3
birthday shopping for my parents got me down.
Hunter was home =D
Caitlin's birthday partyyy!
drunk friends.
hillllarious night.
getting Maggie home safely <3
Dirt came over today!
we watched Dodgeball and picniced.
took him home to his incestuous relatives.
great fucking weekend <3
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[08 Oct 2005|05:34pm] |
I hate this.
I have no fucking money, at all.
ever.
I don't get paid for a while.
but I don't get enough hours for it to matter.
three birthdays in one week.
I feel bad because even bad presents are expensive now.
some people can buy their parents nice presents.
I couldn't afford to spend more than 20, because both are at the same time.
I feel so guilty for that.
I guess I'll just have to find another job.
but I still can't work too often cas I have school.
I don't even know.
I just don't know.
in other news.
KAYLA WON HOMECOMING QUEEN!@$
I'm so fucking happy for her.
<333333333333333333
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[07 Oct 2005|12:18am] |
so, uh.
it's been a little bit.
all our managers quit so we got us some new'ns!
good lord!
anyhow.
it's homecoming.
nintendo day.
I'm excited for tomorrow, though.
and I'm excited for Caitlin's birthday.
and I'm excited for my mom's present.
got her a What Not To Wear- esque shirt.
hope she likes that.
I miss Tony Mainolfi =(
I do not miss McDonald's Monopoly.
why?
BECAUSE IT'S BACK!
of course none of our blasted stickers match.
can you say FREE senior pictures?
I freaking can.
tie dyeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.
and it doesn't stain your dryer if you add towels.
so there.
...
Dirt's dog died.
that was awful.
I hate that for him, more than I can say.
I just, miss her.
...
Kayla's on homecoming court!#%^$#
that's so exciting.
I can't even tell you.
I hateeeeeee Econ.
I'm failing.
..really, I am.
nothing good can come of quantity demanded.
it's finally October =D
I hope Hunter comes in soon.
I miss him.
I hate all these damn mice everywhere.
George will NOT stop watching them.
all day he sits by the food closet.
and stares, endlessly.
I can't feel my left foot.
I've been sitting on it.
college, anyone?
yeah, me either.
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[21 Sep 2005|10:28pm] |
I'd be lying if I said I wasn't worried.
guess that'd make me a liar.
I'm so disappointed in the way I am, and the way I've come to be.
but, really, what else is there to do?
I'm disgusting.
I need to lose some serious weight.
I think I might get senior pictures done soon.
I don't want them.
but I guess I should probably do it anyhow.
I've never failed a class before.
thanks, PreCal.
well, I guess it's not your fault.
but I blame you anyway.
thank God for memorizing poems.
how else would I get extra points?
I hate cheese cake in my milkshake.
what a damn waste.
..of milkshake.
I can't afford to only work one day a week.
tarot cards are honest?
how about that gym membership.
thanks for taking me to school <3
what the FUCK is going on in Econ?
I want Cheeto's.
a lot.
a whole lot.
I haven't been to church in like a year.
I think she deserves the worst, and I hope she gets it.
I'm not a vengeful person, normally.
not in that sense.
but really, she deserves it.
it makes me sad to see him so down =\
I'm envious of families with really nice china.
I'm envious of anyone in Wyoming.
I wish I knew what I wanted to do with my goddamn life.
where the hell am I going to college?
I don't even know.
take me for a day at the spa?
that would be nice.
it's almost Halloween =D
thank goodness.
Dear October: I've missed you.
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[30 Aug 2005|12:10am] |
HEY, guess what!!
Dirt's Home!!!
I can't even tell you how goddamn excited I am. Like seriously. You don't even know. At all. This is like the best feeling in the world. I missed him so incredibly much. And it's so great to be able to call his house and have him answer, and go over there, and see him, twenty five minutes away, as opposed to three hours. I'm so fucking ecstatic.
Today was the first day of school. It was alright. I only have five classes, and they're all pretty alright. The hardest class will be AP English. The only book I read this summer is the last one we're being tested on. Bullshit. I know. Oh well, I think Mr. Petry's pretty hillarious. However, I don't like Mrs. Hamsher too much. She's kind of mean. Damn Economy. And I goddamn can't believe I'm taking Spanish again. Spanish 5. My goodness. Hopefully school won't be so boring tomorrow.
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[25 Aug 2005|11:53pm] |
what's going down?
hells yeah.
Dirt comes home on Wednesday.
they moved it up to the thirty-first.
go ahead, ask me why.
I have no god damned idea.
I'm off work until Monday.
allllllllright.
today me and Huffman went to Huntington.
did some shopping, got some Chinese.
got some, uh..new..shirts.
a damned new purse, since, you know, mine was disconnecting itself all over the place.
ho-ly shit.
I don't even know.
I need to go to the mall HERE.
but, uh, trying on clothes makes me feel real bad about myself.
so F that.
F you.. in the A.
sorry, my bad.
I was thinking.
and I don't know where like..HALF my CD's went.
they just up and left.
with my dog, in my truck.
oh, so yesterday, I was driving down the road.
and my car started going slower, and slower, and slower.
and then.. it just..stopped.
and I was like "well god damn."
so I turned it off, started it up, and it ran just fine.
BUT
nonetheless, I took it down to the Sears.
not Jeb, the other one.
and they did like..a lot of work for me.
HOWEVER
now the emergency stop lights will not, absolutely will not shut off.
the neighbors will not stop calling.
and the lights will not go off.
I totally saw a van yesterday that said "THE MOFO" on it.
I'm not going to get school supplies until school starts.
I remember when I was like, little, and I would go get all these supplies, and then school would start and we'd need something completely different.
it's all the insurance company's fault.
bastards.
I really just don't like peas.
at all.
or spinach.
I do like vulgar story books, anything mint, and hole punches.
I also don't like cardboard.
or styrofoam.
ewww, PERIOD BLOOD.
ohhh god yes.
will you ..uh..do my summer reading?
you should, you asshole.
it's always funny when you're talking to someone online and they say "R U" instead of "are you?" cas I always think of TOYS R US.
( schedule )
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[19 Aug 2005|01:23am] |
Hunter goes back to college tomorrow.
that makes me real sad.
we went and saw Four Brothers the other day.
it was one of those movies- the good kind, you know.
speaking of Hunter.
he registered to win a free car at the mall in Morgantown.
funny thing is, he won a four day cruise to the Bahamas.
what a goddamn jackass.
I'm totally jealous.
I'm sad cas I couldn't watch the preshowing of the 40 year old virgin tonight.
in fact, it's playing as we speak.
bastards.
when the FUCK do I get paid?
yeah, I don't know either.
it's been a while.
I hate fifteen year old girls that drive three hours to see my boyfriend.
I guess they hate me to or they wouldn't go.
spiteful sons of bitches.
family counseling again tomorrow.
can't wait for that!
maybe I'll bring cake to, uh, break the tension.
you know, lighten up the mood a little bit.
what do you say we get together later?
get some food, maybe some sex.
and maaaybe, I need to start reading my English books.
I wonder if anyone's taking notes on those.
I freaking love chocolate chips.
they're just SnoCaps without the sprinkles.
why pay $2.25 when they're right inside my cabinet?
nothing rhymes with tobacco.
except whacko.
and ball sacko.
Dirt comes home September 7th.
that's it- the final date.
if they change it again, I'm breaking skulls.
the thought of taco bell makes me want to ralph.
but- that cruncheweesy thing- that's catchy.
I miss puppies.
they have the cutest little bellies.
I hate that.
they're the only thing on the planet that can turn being fat into being cute.
I want it to be October.
I want to go trick or treating soooo badly.
maybe I'll be like..a giant ink pen.
that'd be so badass.
do you remember when McDonalds did that Monopoly game board thing?
my dad used to be obsessed with those.
he has this deal, where like he finds hobbies that he enjoys and then tries to convince me and my brother that they're our hobbies.
like with PETA, my dad joined under my name.
and he bought Hunter one of those United States maps with slots for each state's quarter, but he's the only one that ever puts the quarters in.
me and Caitlin never opened our Churro and/or Popsicle stand.
I haven't worked out at the Y for like two weeks.
maybe you should slap me around a little, call me a bonehead.
how's that sound?
yeah, I figured.
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[15 Aug 2005|02:49am] |
be strong when things fall apart
honest, this breaks my ( heart )
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[04 Aug 2005|03:32am] |
so.
I finally got paid today.
I can't wait for the pre-showing of the Dukes of Hazzard tomorrow night.
I bought some more Love Spell.
the new alkaline trio is amazing.
I need new flip flops.
my boyfriend comes home in three weeks =D !
I don't sleep at night anymore.
I do sleep all day, though.
no really- all day.
I don't want to go to driving school next week.
at all.
I need more paint.
I'm getting pretty pale- and it's summer.
I want to leave town.
for a little while, at least.
I haven't even finished my first book for AP.
I really don't want school to start.
I miss seeing Kanawha State Forest every day.
I seeing bands play live.
I miss wyoming.
I miss being routine.
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[04 Aug 2005|02:40am] |
i've been sitting here for hours
i've burned an image of you in my mind
finding comfort in the words you say but it's not the same
i know you're worth the wait and I can't explain
what I know is true inside
but I would turn away the world just to have you here with me tonight
we can take our time making sure that everything feels right
it won't be easy but i'm not afraid- you're so far away
we made our start from scratch
it's now or never but we can't look back
i need you with me for another day- you're so far away
i've been sitting here forever
your voice is resonating in my mind
countless hours with you on the phone and now I'm not alone
i know you're worth the wait and I can't escape
what I know is true inside
but I would turn away the world just to have you here with me tonight
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i know there's no time left for second chances
still we're right despite these circumstances
you've changed me more than you could ever know
so we will just hang on until tomorrow
so take my hand- don't ever let it go
this time is right
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[27 Jul 2005|12:24am] |
the worst feeling in the world is uncertainty.
even normal doesn't feel normal anymore.
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[15 Jul 2005|04:39am] |
one thought of you is all it takes to leave the rest of the world behind
I hate me.
I miss him.
it's twenty till five and I just got home.
we watched a pre-show of Willy Wonka Wedding Crashers.
what a fucking weird movie; seriously.
I'm not the same.
I want my three months back.
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[14 Jul 2005|03:24am] |
I look around my room and everything I see reminds me of you
please, baby, won't you take my hand?
we've got nothing left to prove
I miss you.
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[13 Jul 2005|02:23am] |
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( awww )
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[11 Jul 2005|12:06am] |
found out today that none of it was his fault.
one hundred and ten percent, my ass.
he was already fucking across.
she hit him.
while he was in the damn turning lane.
two DUI's and no alchol test?
what an awful woman, seriously.
I hope she loses everything she's got.
I really do.
at least show guilt, show something.
get a fucking conscience.
I'm so glad I got to see him.
he's amazing.
I just hate leaving.
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[08 Jul 2005|12:42am] |
it's quarter to one in the morning.
and Maggie's bringing me a Crunch bar.
..rght now.
she's my hero - seriously.
there was a really pretty rainbow today.
I wish my camera worked.
West Virginia drivers are terrible.
there's no way we ranked tenth best in the country.
no way.
Ohio drivers are worse.
New York is up there.
I'm starting work again on Thursday.
I hate that.
I should find a different job.
I don't know why I'm complaining-
I haven't worked for almost three months.
just tell me to "shh."
I really hate when the power goes out when I'm watching something.
I hate it even more when I paid for what I was watching.
and sometimes, I just like my Oprah, okay?
damn.
I get to see my boyfriend in three days.
I don't hate that at all.
=]!
I'm so bored.
where did my downloading go?
no more, I promise.
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[05 Jul 2005|02:41am] |
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I miss Dirt. a lot. he'll be home soon, it'll get better. I just..fjklghjkld. I don't know.
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